man, what is the last time you care about everyone except yourself?
i don't think so.
you are the most self-center person i've ever seen.
even though you are rich, you lose family.
your son don't love you,
everyone in family is afraid you, but they depend on you, so that they sounds like proud of you.
i'm different. i hate you., because your blood is cool.
you don't real care about your family.
you have been using money to press us, and it makes you feel you are the king in the world.
the only one who can tolerate you was your wife, but she's dead.
just look at your son, he stay away form you when your wife is gone.
what did you gave your son.
2 laptop, 2 PS, and 1 X box.
you gave a lot of money to your 13-year-old son, because you want to tell everybody that you love your son.
but money can't buy love, just look at your son.
i hope you will realize what happen in your family so that you can improve your personality a little bit, but you don't, even now, you just keep using money to try to get close to your son.
you have nothing in your home.
you are afraid to be alone, then you take me to live in your house.
i don't like it at all, but i can't say no.
maybe one of the reason is that i am afraid to deny you, but another ensure reason is that i care about you, i don't want you to be alone.
but what did you do to me? you treat me like nobody.
not just nobody, you also treat me just a pet.
whenever you call me, i have to be ready to go with you.
how many time you say that you will take me home by your car, then you just pick me up at 2:00am.
i live in your house just every night in 2 weeks, you require me have to manage everything in your house as good as you.
every time i get to your house, i feel like going to work.
this is no a home.
a home don't have to be very big, but it have to have a good environment to sleep, i don't feel a little bit of it.
since the day i slept in your home, i have been getting more and more tire.
remember one day you said:"i can just pay 300$ to get a girl sleep with me"
sounds like i am just a boy who sleep with you don't worth 1$.
so what am i in your eyes.
how many time i just want to move out and don't get there anymore, just leave you alone.
but i can't do that. how can i leave you when you are in the low tide of your life.
how many time i wish you are in the hell right now, i hate this situation very very much.
if you don't die, i feel like in the hell every day, every monent is terrible.
man... you are disater in this world.
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2008年4月20日：